i've been watching the same cartoon over n over again juz b'cuz i lik the cartoon
LOL
been eating food i lik everyday!! been sitting on my fav place for long hours without doing anything beneficial!! hohoho

once i lik dat something i will do it over n over again without fail!! wat a weird person i am.. haha! dats me!!

weeeeeeeeeeee

7/04/2010
bought my camera d. finally~fiuhhh~~~
cost me around RM790 but i guess its worth it?
12.1MP wif 15xZOOM
hehe
dis is kinda lik a dream since i am a lil gal..
so its a dream come true??
NICE~

been thinking wat would LIFE be without him~
i dont know y but somehow i felt something's amiss.
mayb n mayb i tot... is the same issue dat havent have a solution.
but after some time... i realize it wasnt dat issue
its because i am willing to sacrifice for a selfish person?and i am not saying sacrificing for u is not worth but how can u b so selfish??
its not dat i want him to throw everything aside n concentrate on me..
but if u want something, u have to work hard to get it, isnt it?
especially when u want ppl's daughter.. u somehow have to try n learn to get along wif the parents.dats wat u should do!
he said he rather let go than facing my mum..
he say my mum look down on him...
oh dear dats not the reason u should giv me..
u should at least try!
u know wat... i am slowly giving up ad...
till i can cope life without u... i am gonna say eternal goodbye to u dear. n u know it..
so lets juz wait n c...

i discover bit by bit......the ME in ME!! =)

i am a "pendiam" since i was a lil kid... i always get dis kind of comment whenever the "report card day" comes..

guess those teachers can see what others might not see. =)

frankly, i dislike talking n is too lazy to speak up even for a simple reading we used to have in class. i used to hate oral reading test! LOL!

but now i am average dy. i don hate talking dat much anymore. but still i am lazy to talk. plus, sometimes talking overload makes me feel tired. i seriously dont know y.

most of the time i got lots of comment lots of crap dat i wanan share but when i talk too much i will feel tired. no energy.

i think i have to admit dat............ I AM A WEIRDO!! Oh me god! haha!!

feelings

i dont know how. but somehow the feelings r coming back. i guess its cuz v r getting closer now?
i dont want those feelings to come back.
so i shall concentrate on something else.


forget bout this sad part. :P


lets talk bout tJ. :)) weeee~~
i've been cleaning my room bit by bit.
~old dy. cant clean all one shot.:P
hehe
and fortunately....manage to dig out one old box. my fav box!!
awhhhh~!! saw all those letters... from kY, fatt, gino, and etc etc..
hehe forget bout those letters...
main point is i found the letters i wrote to tJ!! :))
those letters were suppose to remain in the box cuz i never plan to deliver them to him.
but somehow... after about 7.5yrs? i manage to deliver it out to tJ via msn.!!!!omg!
i really cant believe me!! i actually type the letter all over again in msn to him. of cuz, upon his request la..LOL!! but i send him first sentense FIRST la.. :P hehe
we had some great time laughing bout the "funny" letter.
after reading it. i somehow realise, back in 2002, i really do love him, really crazy+desperate bout him LOL
so am i now hehe
still sayang him so so much :)))


to tJ,
i will b there................... no matter wat.
:]

a montly expense book konon..

when i started to record all of my outgoing expense,
i think its a good thing to do
cuz i know how much n wat i've spend for the month
dats the purpose of such book rite??!
well.. its a good thing i tot,
but now..
its giving me HEART ATTACK each month n all the guilt i felt was irrecoverable!!!
end of each month i will b thinking...
"crap!! how nice if i've saved up half of wat i've spend??"
"hL! u r a BIG BIG spender!!"
dis book leaves me wondering how am i gonna survive in the future when the amount of my spending is almost a month's salary of a worker. i mean those general clerk.

been thinking to continue dis book for yr 2010 or not...
sighhhh

never ending lil prob keeps flowing in... :s :(((

its been so long since i last update my blog...
well here i am again...
gonna start complaining..mumbling..sulking... etc etc..
hehe

first of all..
exam finish d...
currently on holiday... weeeeeeeee~~
but two miserable short week oni...
iskk..

second of all..
after exam i went genting...
den port dickson n melaka...
LOL crazy crazy holiday..
hehe

third of all..
quite boring holiday cuz no car...
iskk...
mum sold my kembara...miss my kembara damn damn much...
hehe

forth of all..
cant wait to meet gregory again...
1 yr never c him ad.. miss him alots..
hehe

cut everything short short...
cuz lazy+tired..
juz back from cousin's wedding dinner...
congratulation to my cousin ***Lee Tung Wai&Tee Bee Khim***
wish the both of u happy till the end :))

picture time!!

look wat i've done to myself.. LOLdis is the french theme village in bukit tinggi.. :)) quite unique place

dis is wat happens when...
no dig sand equipment
no sea soaking
no banana boat
cant wet ur clothes

me&himwe will walk together till the end..
this is a promise form both of US.

me&my fav beach :))

relaxxx...

a coffee+newspaper=joy :))one of my fav moments :))