i discover bit by bit......the ME in ME!! =)

i am a "pendiam" since i was a lil kid... i always get dis kind of comment whenever the "report card day" comes..

guess those teachers can see what others might not see. =)

frankly, i dislike talking n is too lazy to speak up even for a simple reading we used to have in class. i used to hate oral reading test! LOL!

but now i am average dy. i don hate talking dat much anymore. but still i am lazy to talk. plus, sometimes talking overload makes me feel tired. i seriously dont know y.

most of the time i got lots of comment lots of crap dat i wanan share but when i talk too much i will feel tired. no energy.

i think i have to admit dat............ I AM A WEIRDO!! Oh me god! haha!!

feelings

i dont know how. but somehow the feelings r coming back. i guess its cuz v r getting closer now?
i dont want those feelings to come back.
so i shall concentrate on something else.


forget bout this sad part. :P


lets talk bout tJ. :)) weeee~~
i've been cleaning my room bit by bit.
~old dy. cant clean all one shot.:P
hehe
and fortunately....manage to dig out one old box. my fav box!!
awhhhh~!! saw all those letters... from kY, fatt, gino, and etc etc..
hehe forget bout those letters...
main point is i found the letters i wrote to tJ!! :))
those letters were suppose to remain in the box cuz i never plan to deliver them to him.
but somehow... after about 7.5yrs? i manage to deliver it out to tJ via msn.!!!!omg!
i really cant believe me!! i actually type the letter all over again in msn to him. of cuz, upon his request la..LOL!! but i send him first sentense FIRST la.. :P hehe
we had some great time laughing bout the "funny" letter.
after reading it. i somehow realise, back in 2002, i really do love him, really crazy+desperate bout him LOL
so am i now hehe
still sayang him so so much :)))


to tJ,
i will b there................... no matter wat.
:]

a montly expense book konon..

when i started to record all of my outgoing expense,
i think its a good thing to do
cuz i know how much n wat i've spend for the month
dats the purpose of such book rite??!
well.. its a good thing i tot,
but now..
its giving me HEART ATTACK each month n all the guilt i felt was irrecoverable!!!
end of each month i will b thinking...
"crap!! how nice if i've saved up half of wat i've spend??"
"hL! u r a BIG BIG spender!!"
dis book leaves me wondering how am i gonna survive in the future when the amount of my spending is almost a month's salary of a worker. i mean those general clerk.

been thinking to continue dis book for yr 2010 or not...
sighhhh

never ending lil prob keeps flowing in... :s :(((

its been so long since i last update my blog...
well here i am again...
gonna start complaining..mumbling..sulking... etc etc..
hehe

first of all..
exam finish d...
currently on holiday... weeeeeeeee~~
but two miserable short week oni...
iskk..

second of all..
after exam i went genting...
den port dickson n melaka...
LOL crazy crazy holiday..
hehe

third of all..
quite boring holiday cuz no car...
iskk...
mum sold my kembara...miss my kembara damn damn much...
hehe

forth of all..
cant wait to meet gregory again...
1 yr never c him ad.. miss him alots..
hehe

cut everything short short...
cuz lazy+tired..
juz back from cousin's wedding dinner...
congratulation to my cousin ***Lee Tung Wai&Tee Bee Khim***
wish the both of u happy till the end :))

picture time!!

look wat i've done to myself.. LOLdis is the french theme village in bukit tinggi.. :)) quite unique place

dis is wat happens when...
no dig sand equipment
no sea soaking
no banana boat
cant wet ur clothes

me&himwe will walk together till the end..
this is a promise form both of US.

me&my fav beach :))

relaxxx...

a coffee+newspaper=joy :))one of my fav moments :))

i................u

i juz wanna b the crazy lil gal who disturb around when u r having a bad day
i juz wanna b the crazy lil gal who disturb u when u r bz
i juz wanna b the crazy lil gal who disturb u when u r sleeping
i juz wanna b the crazy lil gal who disturb u when u r awake
i juz wanan b the gal u love to b wif...
no matter wat....
i juz wanna b the crazy lil gal in ur life dear :D

i have a confession to make ><
sL accidentally saw a private pic in my phone.
when she ask bout the pic, i am at first speechless
but in the end i told her!!
cant believe i actually tell her the real thing!
gosh!!
@@

SO upset, angry, unhappy, sad, disappointed of myself lately...
exam approaching!
but still, everything is not even half way thru
still lazying around, slacking, sulking, mumbling~~
WTH yen??
waiting to fail??
dats wat i've been asking myself every single day!
but still............
mr.lazy wont leave me alone~!
!@#$%^&* off mr lazy!!!!
i hate u!!