everything happens for a reason

i hardly pour out to others bout my feelings
its not that i don't want to tell,
is i don't know where to start
and doesn't know how to tell,
maybe this is cause i never learn how to express :(
i care too much of how others will see me after i tell them
i am scared of back stabber, doesn't like them to b exact!

there is one person
only one person
i could talk to,
carefree-ly,
cause i know i could trust him,
i could depend on him,
he will guide me,
and will be there for me no matter what happened :)
he will be there to tell me

"baby, everything happens for a reason, there is no need to feel angry or too happy,
cause if ever god takes away something from u, he will give u something else in return.
whether the outcome is good or bad, happy or sad, its all depends on how u think, no big deal,
life is hard, unpredictable, uncontrollable, so whatever it is, its all up to u to decide."