feelings

i dont know how. but somehow the feelings r coming back. i guess its cuz v r getting closer now?
i dont want those feelings to come back.
so i shall concentrate on something else.


forget bout this sad part. :P


lets talk bout tJ. :)) weeee~~
i've been cleaning my room bit by bit.
~old dy. cant clean all one shot.:P
hehe
and fortunately....manage to dig out one old box. my fav box!!
awhhhh~!! saw all those letters... from kY, fatt, gino, and etc etc..
hehe forget bout those letters...
main point is i found the letters i wrote to tJ!! :))
those letters were suppose to remain in the box cuz i never plan to deliver them to him.
but somehow... after about 7.5yrs? i manage to deliver it out to tJ via msn.!!!!omg!
i really cant believe me!! i actually type the letter all over again in msn to him. of cuz, upon his request la..LOL!! but i send him first sentense FIRST la.. :P hehe
we had some great time laughing bout the "funny" letter.
after reading it. i somehow realise, back in 2002, i really do love him, really crazy+desperate bout him LOL
so am i now hehe
still sayang him so so much :)))


to tJ,
i will b there................... no matter wat.
:]