sometimes i am really lost...
lik now i suddenly donno wat i want,
wat do i want in my life?
wat am i expecting?
wat do i have in my life??
how come i felt lik as if i never improve?
how come i felt lik i am still in the same place same position from the beginning till now??
when can i feel the improvement??
i know i hardly stand up for myself
i know i hardly do things for myself
i guess i did "something" but slow...
but how can it b so slow???!!
too super slow, to b exact!!
how can i not hate myself?
so many many questions which have no answers thus no solution...
thus here i am...
stuck on the same position